The actress talks to to City Times about how the hit web series Sacred Games, starring Saif Ali Khan, upped the game for her in Bollywood
What took me from Iran to Germany was my parents, I was way too small back then. But then in Germany, when I started watching Hindi films, I just loved Bollywood films. And you know how when you love something it's all about that. And as a child I always wanted to be an actress. At some point I was like, 'Okay I love Bollywood and I really want this why don't I just try it'. Then, I actually wanted to go to India, but I wasn't getting a visa for a long time, for two years actually. I remember my parents were like, 'If you're not getting a visa means it's not meant to be and you shouldn't go'. And I was like, 'listen there's nothing like meant to be. I'm going to make it work and I'm going to go.' So here I am.
Right now, I'm here for Bharat Thakur's art exhibition. It's his 7th exhibition and we've been invited to see his paintings and sculptures. And I'm so excited to be here at the Khaleej Times office, for the first time!
I'm very happy and grateful that we have social media and people are being vocal about what happened to them. There were times when I was beaten up in school. I was a foreigner and I didn't know German at that time. A lot of things happened to me and I wouldn't open up about it. My parents didn't know about it and I lived with it. Slowly I learned to talk about things. And I feel when something happens to you, you have to be able to speak up and it's tough when people can't talk about it. And I feel especially women have bigger problems with that. Now, we have reached a time where we can speak about it, and not feel bad when we go to work. There's nothing more beautiful than that. So, I'm super glad about the verdict.
Definitely! Forget about the verdict, I mean the fact that one woman came and spoke about it and then the entire world spoke about it shows everything, right? It just shows that these things are happening and people do go through them. Something happened to me also and I hadn't spoken about it because I wasn't sure what was going to happen to me. I do see myself as a strong woman and still I wasn't able to. Now, imagine other women who maybe are in other positions, they might feel even worse.
Beautiful! My very first day on the Sacred Games set was with Saif sir and I couldn't have had a more beautiful first day on set. He was very supportive, he's amazing. He helped me with my lines, he did everything for me and he didn't have to, he's a star. But that was beautiful. From Nawazzuddin sir I have learnt so much. He's a living legend.
I'm sure most of the people don't know this, but growing up, I had posters of Shah Rukh Khan all over my walls. I always thought 'Will I ever be able to meet him? One day, maybe, I can just wave to him.' Then, when I was working with him, I was like 'Should I pinch myself? Am I really here? Am I really working with this guy?' It was obviously a dream come true. It was something I never would have imagined in my life. I was just wishing to meet him and now I've worked with him twice.
I've always wanted to act. I've always wanted to do something where I'm actually acting, and not just there looking pretty. Especially in Sacred Games, when they found me they kept calling me back and saying 'Listen this is not a glamourous role, you're going to have a big nose as Jamila, you're not going to look beautiful. Are you sure you want to do this? It's not your conventional launch?' And I was like, 'This is exactly what I want to do'. I never wanted to star in a role and look glamourous and dance in five songs. I wanted to act and I still just want to act.
As an actor, mainly I want to explore comedy. I want to explore roles where I have to go into myself and be somebody I could not even imagine I could be.
My character is called Leila. We shot a little bit in Azerbaijan for it. It was mostly out of the country. It's an action packed film. It's very exciting to be working with Jayam Ravi. He is such a sweet person. I've never worked with anyone in the South, so I wasn't sure how they are and how you have to be with them, but these stars are so humble! I've realised that the bigger they are, the more humble they are. I also loved working with Taapsee (Pannu) and I can't wait to get back on set with her!